So, due to things out of my control I wont be modeling anymore until further notice.
I have dental issues that include my needing a root canal or losing my front tooth. I can't afford the bill, and i have about a month to come up with it. So that means I wont be modeling anymore and I don't know if I will ever be able to afford a new tooth if I lose it. I'm stressed, upset, and pissed off. I know to some losing a tooth is "meh" but to me it's the only thing I'm truly vain about. I've ALWAYS had a perfect smile. I brush twice a day. Floss daily. Etc. The issue is that I've lost the "genetic roulette" here. My mom started losing her teeth at 20. My dad as well. I come from a family with bad teeth. That no matter how well they cared for them, they lost them. I had a VERY SMALL cavity 6 months ago. Was told it could wait. Even with my daily brushing that cavity ha gotten so bad that I need a $1,500 root canal. And I have another cavity that's small for now but I still can't afford for a few months. It can't really be helped, I only make enough for normal bills and live check to check, I've had friends on FB offer to help out, but I feel bad taking the money from friends knowing I can't pay them back anytime soon. I have no Idea what to do any more. So, once the tooth is gone, the modeling life will be over. I'll continue until then.